This is not fact, it's not fiction.....its just something I wrote....
How do you see Heaven? I never used to be able to visualize Heaven.
I just saw the Pearly Whites; The Gates of Heaven
Our image of GOD, sitting there looking down at his scroll, deciding who he is letting in or who is going way back down.
But that was as far as I had ever imagined.
Until I started losing the people that I loved
And losing artists that I listened to
And pets that I have adored
When Auntie first passed away, I started coming closer as I would visit her
At first, I would visit her a lot, but always outdoors. Usually sitting at the park
I needed to talk to her and hear her call me baby
I needed to tell her all about the things that were going on in my life
And how scared I was and how I didn’t know which way I was going to turn
And I would feel a hug wrap around me and hear her tell me that she would never let anything happen to me. And I believed her.
But then something did happen. Something horrible. Something more horrible than anything I thought that I could ever return from. And it was time for Aja to join Auntie in Heaven. But I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t ready for Aja to go to Heaven. And if she was going to go to Heaven, then I was going to go to Heaven with her. So I made a plan. And I drove to Forest Acres at Rush hour. When all of the traffic from the hospitals and Fort Jackson would be at its absolute worst. And I pulled up to the red light. And I saw the Big Rig. And when the big Rigs light turned green on my red..I waited until he was about ⅓ way though the intersection and I closed my eyes, stepped on the gas and just drove forward into traffic. I heard screeches, I heard tires, I heard brakes and then the car stopped. I assumed I was dead. I opened my eyes. I looked to my right…..Auntie was sitting in the passenger side, looking at me crying and cutting her arms. I looked down and Aja was sitting on my lap, holding the steering wheel..with her foot on the brake. “It’s okay Mummy. We’re gonna go to the hospital now, okay?” And I did.
And I listened and I did what I needed to do. And after that, I began to visit Aja. I shouldn’t have even worried about that girl. The first person that I saw come up to her was her Grandmother Mickey. And Aja smiled and laughed and they hugged so deeply and just held each other for the longest time, whispering to each other and laughing like schoolgirls. I looked around and I realized that it doesn’t matter how you die….sickness, murder, trauma, old age….the moment that you step into Heaven….you are restored to your most beautiful and your happiest age, and it would never change. You were in Paradise. Perfect forever.
While Aja and Mickey were hugging, Aja got a tap on her shoulder and was lifted off her feet in a great big bear hug and spun around..it was Erick “Biggie” Gaines, her Aunt Shay’s brother. She gave him a big hug and jumped down to run over and give his Grandmother, Miss Bobbie a big hug. Miss Bobbie looked beautiful..she looked like she was getting ready to go out to a party! Biggie was being as flirty and silly as ever and let Aja know that his assigned role was to promote all the good Heaven parties. I couldn’t believe there were parties in Heaven. He said yes, just not any alcohol or drugs.
It seemed to me that all of the connected people or people that you knew or were related to somehow, all seemed to live in close proximity to each other. Nobody seemed to be thinking about bills or rent or food...in Heaven, everything is taken care of for you.
I looked up and my eyes welled up immediately. Sitting over in a grassy area, surrounded by dozens of attentive faces were George Floyd, Breonna Taylor, Trayvon Martin, Rayshard Brooks, Daniel Prude, Atatiana Jefferson, Sandra Bland, Botham Jean, Philandro Castille, Alton Sterling, Freddie Gray, Eric Garner, Akai Gurley, Tamir Rice and Michael Brown. But there was no sadness, no anger! These beautiful men, women and children were there leading and mentoring and organizing young people. Helping them to get involved in activities that would stimulate their brains...poetry slams, debate teams, writing groups, community newspapers.
I followed Aja around, still trying to find out what she had been assigned to do. Every adult had a special assignment. Sudden;y, we got to a huge , oversized Victorian home that easily had 25 rooms. She stopped before opening the door and suddenly the most peaceful smile came over her face. She turned to me. “It’s okay Mummy. Really.Don’t you see? I really AM in Heaven now! This big old house is all mine! They take care of it for me. I don’t pay any bills. I tell them what food I need, and the same day...all the cabinets are filled to the top with anything I could ever want Mummy! And guess what? All the babies and little ones and all the kitties...they are all for me!” And we walked in and Aja was immediately surrounded by a rainbow of so many smiling small faces and babies and children. All wanting to love on her and tell her about their morning.
You see, every single baby, small child, young child that passes on...no matter how...Aja has been assigned to be there to greet them the moment they pass through and to take them home. It doesn’t matter how they died, the moment they reach Aja, they are made precious and perfect forever again. The same goes for all of the kittens and cats. And Heaven just keeps on adding more rooms onto that big old house to accommodate everybody. The backyard has gotta be about 5 acres, with every toy and plaything you can think of. There are lots of other people assigned to help with the children, but this is Aja’s house and she runs it. Everybody knows that those are Aja’s babies and they will stay with her forever.
Oh, and Auntie has a set of rooms at the house too. But she is out at either the Bingo parlor or at one of Heavens big card games 7 days a week. And grabbing scratch tickets on her way back and forth. And because this is Heaven, she has been winning on everything and is now a Heaven Billionaire. The only thing she is unhappy about is the No Smoking rule in Heaven. She hasn’t smoked since she got here. HE has eyes everywhere.
And this is how I see Heaven when I visit Aja and Auntie in my heart. I visited Aja tonight to ask her to tell one of my friends to come on back, its not her time to cross over. I need her to continue fighting for her life. So Aja, come thru for me
